Haven’t posted in like a year. Gained a bunch of weight. CW is 146. But I’m not eating. And I won’t eat. I will be strong.
didn’t get to do the tap out thing this morning but might be able to start it tonight. i have eaten avocado and a peach, and i drank only water. i am going to weigh myself later. i tryed giving myself red highlights but it doesnt look like it worked:(
tommrow me and my mom are going to start this workout video called tap out. its suppose to do wonders! also i am on a all veggie/fruit & only water diet. Im going to start my weigh in tommrow morning and i will do the day counting thing again. hopefully i can reach 100 pounds by the start of school. if i am not near it like 2 weeks before school no more eating! also i am going to start going to the gym again when i am cleared to drive, since i am on pain killers.
havent eaten today and dont plan on it. weighed in at 137. NY bound tommrow:)
my mom bought me a supersize hershy bar and i didn’t eat it! almost threw it away but then i would feel bad for wasting her money.. so its just sitting in my desk cabinet.
today i ate. weighed in at 138.
i ate today. i know fatass. but tommrow it will be gym starve all day also sunday. then monday i go to new york so no eating from then to thursday when i get back. then friday i get my wisdom teeth out so no eating then for 3-5 days.. just drinking yay! i really love when my mouth hurts:)
today I failed myself. I told myself to eat today the you won’t eat for a week. whatever that was the last time I am ever talking myself into eating. I’m not going to bother to weigh myself today. I go to new york Monday so I won’t eat then and we get back Thursday then Friday I get my wisdom teeth out so I won’t have to eat for 3-5 days! yippie so if I start over tommrow that will be 10-12 days without eating! then I’m gonna start going to the gym and not eating when I feel better! I’m excited!:)
just weighed myself at 137. already lost 3 pounds!
i went to the gym for 2 hours then sat in the sauna for 20 minutes. i couldn’t handle 3 hours, but i am going to work my way up to it. i also get very bored at the gym. i haven’t weighed myself yet.