July 2012
13 posts
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day 1
didn’t get to do the tap out thing this morning but might be able to start it tonight. i have eaten avocado and a peach, and i drank only water. i am going to weigh myself later. i tryed giving myself red highlights but it doesnt look like it worked:(
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Starting over
tommrow me and my mom are going to start this workout video called tap out. its suppose to do wonders! also i am on a all veggie/fruit & only water diet. Im going to start my weigh in tommrow morning and i will do the day counting thing again. hopefully i can reach 100 pounds by the start of school. if i am not near it like 2 weeks before school no more eating! also i am going to start going...
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day 5
havent eaten today and dont plan on it. weighed in at 137. NY bound tommrow:)
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my mom bought me a supersize hershy bar and i didn’t eat it! almost threw it away but then i would feel bad for wasting her money.. so its just sitting in my desk cabinet.
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day 4
today i ate. weighed in at 138.
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day 3
i ate today. i know fatass. but tommrow it will be gym starve all day also sunday. then monday i go to new york so no eating from then to thursday when i get back. then friday i get my wisdom teeth out so no eating then for 3-5 days.. just drinking yay! i really love when my mouth hurts:)
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day 2
today I failed myself. I told myself to eat today the you won’t eat for a week. whatever that was the last time I am ever talking myself into eating. I’m not going to bother to weigh myself today. I go to new york Monday so I won’t eat then and we get back Thursday then Friday I get my wisdom teeth out so I won’t have to eat for 3-5 days! yippie so if I start over tommrow that will be 10-12 days...
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day 1
just weighed myself at 137. already lost 3 pounds!
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day 1
i went to the gym for 2 hours then sat in the sauna for 20 minutes. i couldn’t handle 3 hours, but i am going to work my way up to it. i also get very bored at the gym. i haven’t weighed myself yet.
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my fresh start
Weighed myself today.
140, i couldn’t believe it. i haven’t been this weight in almost a year. it was very depressing, but it did open my eyes to what i want and how to get it. this time is for real. no more giving up, no more saying i will start tommrow. this is it. this is the day my life will change forever. i plan on losing 60 pounds. because that is what will make me happy. and i...
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Food Log
Saturday-nothing
Sunday-nothing
Monday-nothing
Tuesday-chips and salsa, grapes, cheese, goldfish, m&ms, 2 fruit twists
^ was a really bad thing and wont happen again, i promise you that.
June 2012
9 posts
havent written anything in awhile but I starved myself Saturday and Sunday last weekend then ate Monday-Thursday and didn’t eat yesterday and haven’t eaten anything today. I hope I can continue to starve on.
hate myself.
haven’t eaten in two days! yaaay. now just 12 more days to go… started my period. thanks mother nature. appreciate it!
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ate
okay. so i ate like you wouldn’t believe today. i can’t even say what all i ate. it’s so stupid. well i’m staying up all night to burn off a few extra calories. then i am getting up early and going for a run. then i am not eating for the next two weeks!
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i hate myself but i’m staying up all night to burn off some extra calories. also i am starting my only water diet today. which my be a little hard because it’s my sisters birthday and we have to go out to eat. but i will just say that i don’t feel good or something..
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just ate like everything in my house. i hate myself so much! tommrow i’m starving and working out. i need to be thing no matter what. it’s all i can think about.
all i want out of life is to feel alive.
i had been starving myself for 2 days. and today was day 3. but my parents made me go to eat and i went crazy. so i probablly gained back everything i lost. but i still have the whole summer to not eat. so yeah.
Thinspo Survey
Age: 16
Height: 5’ 3”
CW: 134 pounds
GW1: 120 pounds
UGW: 95 pounds
Favorite Diet Food: fruits
Favorite Binge Food: pizza
Favorite exercise: running
Does anyone know?: if they do, there not saying anything.
What makes you slip up: depression
What makes you strong: pictures of skinny people
When did it start: last november
What do you see when you look in...
May 2012
9 posts
didn’t eat today about to do some exercises. i really hope i can lose at least 10 pounds by 1Ds concert on the 24th.
i haven’t done great so far today. i had chips and a subway sandwhich but im going to do better tommrow. not eating anything untill i feel im going to pass out. it just isn’t worth this pain i feel 24/7. nothing will be right untill im skinny.
ate so much today and went to the gym for like 40 minutes. sucks to suck! urg..
i ate enough for a army today. so from now on what i am going to do so that i don’t eat is whenever i have a craving to eat i will come on here and type all the reasons why NOT to eat. it might help. I think it will make me think and hopefully do the right thing. i want to look good for the 1D concert. so i have about 28 days to slim down. I want to really badly go to the gym tommrow. but no...
drank alot of drinks. only had that cupcake. CW:133
had a cupcake today. I hate myself for it. i downloaded some apps to keep track of losing weight and to learn my BMI one says im overweight and one says im almost overweight, i want to be UNDERweight. I don’t care if it’s unhealthy i just can’t stand being like this anymore. I can’t wear anything without looking like a hippo. CW:unsure but asuming around 140 GW:100...
failed miserablly yesterday. today is a new day!
Haven’t been staying true to myself. I’ve had a rough couple of days. My parents are pretending like i don’t exist and it’s hard when they truley could care less about you. I’ve been in my room all weekend and haven’t talked much. I really can’t go on like this anymore. I need to be happy. I DESERVE to be happy. I just hate myself so much. Nobody asks me...
from now on i will not eat and i will exercise untill i reach my goals! because food makes me so unhappy and i don’t know why i continue to do this to myself.
my height is 5’3
my CW is 130
my GW is 105-100
i hope to achieve 120 by summer.
wish me luck!
April 2012
1 post
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starting fresh, cw:133
gw:105
I hope to reach that very soon! just in time for summer.
March 2012
1 post
Ok so i put off my diet, and now i have a fatass body for spring break. Thank god we aren’t going anywhere and I can stay home and shed the weight. Well I know i should of started today but yesterday we went to the grocery store and got tons of fattening foods, so I’m starting tommrow. I did go to the gym today, but it did nothing. I weighed in at 134 today. Im starting my diet, and...
February 2012
6 posts
Day 2. FAIL. Mozzaralio stick, spaggetie, popcorn, marshmellow pie.
CW:132
GW:105
Went to the gym for almost a hour, didn’t do much sat in the sauna for awhile.
I need tips on how to lose weight fast. Because Spring Break is coming up and i am nowhere near ready for bikini season. So HELP please.
I would like to be at least 125 by the end of this week, not sure if it will happen with...
Day 1.
I went to the gym for about 1 hour.
CW:132
GW:105
weighed in at 123 today! yayyy!
i went to the gym for a hour
ate some popcorn and a cupcake
today i ate edomoe and some low mein
i feel horrible and fatter then ever…
tommrow I WILL go to the gym, no matter what.
today i will start my journey to a healthier life and lose weight.
i will set goals every week and hope to accomplish them
this week i am starting off at 133
by next monday i hope to be 125
January 2012
16 posts
ate so much went to the gym for about a hour
today i had 2 apples, a avocado and a half, cheeze its and some ice cream and i went to the gym for about a hour
i ate so much today :( went to the gym for about a hour
today i ate so much its crazy, i went to the gym for like only 40 minutes, i hope i can get over there tommrow.
today i had 2 apples, 3 muskeeters, reeses, veggie sandwhich, and toasted ritz chips, i weighed in at 129 i went to the gym for 2 hours
today i ate 2 apples, avocado, 3 slices of tomatoe, 2 slices of chocolate cake, pasta, and like 5 pieces of bread!!! i feel horrible… i havent gone to the gym all week… urggg
today i had a cupcake, tomatoes, avocado, and some grapes.. i didnt get to the gym so i didnt weight myself, but i got my liscense!
today i did horrible i ate goldfish, poptart, french fries, and chips!!! i did horrible, i didnt go to the gym i didnt stick to my diet. i didnt even bother weighing myself
ok so today i started a new diet where i only eat one thing under 200 calories, today i had a granola bar that was 140. i went to the gym for almost a hour… my current weight is 130:(
today i weighed in at 130, i ate so much…. i had 2 pieces of pizza a poptart, banana, and a granola bar… urgggg, i also went to the gym for 2 hours
today i ate oreos, granola bar, 2 apples, 2 avocadoes, and mixed vegetables i also worked off 500 calories, but yet i gained 3 pounds since this morning.. so im still at 133.. this suckss
