I fucking hate myself and my life. everyone likes my sister better and guys find me fucking disgusting. I mean I don’t blame them pimples everywhere 160 pounds who the fuck would find me attractive. I mean I’m repulsed by myself of course everyone else is gonna be 10 times more repulsed. I’m so fucking stupid. such a fucking idiot. I’m going to die alone. that’s pretty fucking clear. I am always alone. nobody likes me. it’s cause I’m ugly and stupid.